1/100th of the fantasy

For most of my life, I've had a fantasy to aspire to, one that would fill all of my voids.

Things have changed. I don't want the fantasy enough to do the work to get it, which leaves me stuck.

For those who want the fantasy, they enjoy striving towards it, they don't avoid it like I do. 

So where does that leave me?

My best course of action is just to do at much as I enjoy and leave it at that. Aim for a 1/100th of the fantasy which is as much as I enjoy.  There will be joy in completing it, achieving 1/100th could be achieving the fantasy at 1/100th of the scale. Maybe the fantasy is too climb the highest mountain in the world for bragging rights, 1/100th would be the shortest thing that qualifies as a mountain in the country you live in.  That way, you have achieved something.