tug of War

A friend arrived late and there was a gig of War in my mind. 

Do I pretend everything is OK this ensuring good times occur, or do I leave erin the night but send a message that I can't be made to waitfor no good reason. 

I chose to leave and my mind kept telling me that I made a mistake. 

However, this does accelerate our situation, this is a new friend and if they are always like this then this rupture has been brought forward in time, saving me time. 

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